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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

My Nine Inch Nails Week!

Hehehe.

Damn it.  I wish it was last week again.  With its ups and fucking many downs, I'd do it all over again in an instant. 

Let me recap.

Monday, March 20th.
    Monday was a Monday.  It was hard to get up, definitely hard to stay up during my first class but I somehow managed .  My second class was a bit better but towards the end of class, I felt like my hand was going to fall off and my brain was going to spill out of my damn ears, nose.... so many notes....so many damn notes.  Later that night, Prison Break finally returned after its long ass motherfucking bitch hiatus and left me wanting more! <--- yeah I know...obsessive.

Tuesday, March 21st.
    Yeah well classes were a blast.. But of course, there just had to be something to occupy my mind in a negative way after it had been filled with wonderful knowledge at school.  While having lunch, Carla informs me of an article concerning former NIN drummer, Jerome Dillon.  In this article,  the interviewer was supposed to be asking Jerome about his new album, nearLY, coming up this April but of course they couldn't just leave it at that.  In this article, Jerome speaks about his abrupt departure from NIN.  To sum it up, Jerome was pretty much fucked after his health problems started.  He was given no time, no warning about his status with the band, and was left out in the cold.  Yeah, Mr. Reznor came off as a big dick in this article.  A really big dick.  At this point, I had no idea it would blow up the way it did. 
    Of course, Trent was not going to just sit there and take it.  Shit and I totally understand.  But damn....lol.... Anyways, Trent goes onto nin.com and goes off on Jerome in his blog.  And did he put him in his place.  He pretty much calls out Jerome on his pathetic attempt to create some publicity for his new album and refers to Jerome's account of his departure as 'inaccurate.'  Calls him out on his forever role of 'victim' and ends with a "p.s. You look like an asshole in your picture."
    This of course seems fucking hilarious to me now but damn it sure wasn't funny then.  I was pretty shocked at their stupid childish antics.  Seriously, fighting on the fucking internet? Psh. 

Wednesday, March 22nd.
    And it wasn't over.  Late Tuesday, early Wednesday (don't know exactly when), Trent updates again and says something to the extent of "Ok, enough! Your 15 min. are up...."  At this point, I was just hoping Jerome would just blow everything off. You know be the bigger man...but hello! They are men and men are a bunch of freaking egomaniacs! So of course, Jerome later responded on his message boards.  I was pretty upset by this point.
     Jerome states something like, "Ironic how Trent calls me out on being the victim, when his music is written in a victim's perspective."  He finishes his post with ," Ok, well now I'm going to prepare for the tour by working out a lot, cutting my hair really short, SHAVING MY BACK, and jumping around in leather pants." Or something like that.  Obviously a hit at Trent.  That shit was funny but damn I was pissed.  It was upsetting because it got to the point where fans were choosing sides when none of this bullshit was our business in the first place.  It got worse but eehh, I'm to anxious to get to Friday.




Thursday, March 23rd.
    It seemed as if everyone was waiting for the other shoe to drop, but weirdly enough Trent never responded. In fact, all posts from both parties seemed to disappear from the planet.  Not from their fan messageboards, but from their respective sites.  It was a relief because I really didn't want this drama to affect our show or any show for that matter which in the end didn't.  That day, I learned about 'The Hole.'  *sigh* The NIN motherfucking, time consuming, piece of shit bitch webcast. So Rob launches this damn webcast, that has us like monkeys repeatedly pressing play in hopes of catching something, anything.
    It was launched on Wednesday.  It showed Trent at a desk writing something.  It was an hour of practically nothing.  There was no sound, nothing.  He did write in a piece of paper Aaron's hotel room number in Houston.  It was his birthday and Trent thought Aaron deserved some love from the fans.  It was room 913(?) in Hotel Icon.  Aaron was under the name Dr. Papa Boner. One of the shots in the webcasts was of Trent laughing at the camera.  Yes, he was laughing at us.  He must think we are all pathetic.  The next webcast was of the Corpus Christi soundcheck.  I missed both.  Everyone on the boards was going crazy though. Seriously once I found out about the damn hole, I spent second after second pressing play hoping for a glimpse of something, anything.  And I know many people were doing the same. lol. This went on until about midnight. How pathetic, I know.

FRIDAY, MARCH 24th!
    Woke up at around 7:30ish, had breakfast, went to class, and finally arrived at the Frank Erwin Center at around 11.  When Carla and I got there, there was about 20 or so people in front of us.  People who came up from Corpus and other places camped out right in front of the doors.  It was quite a scene.  There really wasn't a line so people were scattered all around.  The people who were in front of us were originally just four people.  But that stupid motherfucker, dipshit Maynard wannabe just had to be a friendly bastard! Ok, ok, he seemed like a nice friendly man. But damnit, he let one asshole in and that dick brought in about 10 people!  It was rather annoying.
    The couple behind us, Trish and Shawn, were pretty funny people but damn Trish fucking exploded from all the cutting.  It was quite...hmmm what's the word? It just caught me completely off guard.  She was a small lady, but damn she had a set of lungs.  You just heard "GO TO THE BACK OF THE LINE!!!!!"  It was quite funny when her husband just started handing her the keys, his ticket, his money.  We were like huh?  He's like the first person who says anything to you, I'm gonna have to kick his ass.  They were a little drunk when all this commotion happened.  But their anger was rightly placed.  I mean all these fuckers that were cutting got there after we did.  Shit some got there at around 4.  We had been freezing our asses off since 11 to just have a bunch of fucking idiots who want Trent to play that 'Fuck you like an animal song', or that 'Johnny Cash song,'  or that 'hand song'.  Stupid fucking idiots.  All dressed like they were about to hit some fucking fancy dancy club.  Psh. 
    By this point we had no clue if we were gonna get a soundcheck or not.  There had not been 2 shows straight that had gotten soundchecks. and well the previous show had (Corpus).  There had been, maybe 2 other shows since the beginning of the tour, that had gotten meet and greets.  I really wasn't expecting a meet and greet at all.  But there was still a chance for a soundcheck, that is why we were so pissed off at the people cutting because they usually only let in the first 30-40 people. 
    At around 3:30 or so, Brandy (Spiral Organizer) started passing out tickets for the people who had will call tickets.  By this time there was 100+ people there. Before we got our tickets, I saw you.  Yes, you.  Then I got my tickets and I spoke to you.  But yeah, anyways, after everyone got there tickets we stood there till about 4:45.  That's when the line started moving.  Suddenly everyone was getting excited because that was a bit to early to just go into the venue.
    Once in the venue we heard, "You know what you are."  You could feel the excitement all around.  We were minutes away from being let in.  All I kept thinking was, " I hope they let him in....I hope they let him in..."  And then we realized that they had let EVERYONE in.  That was about 150 people.  They started leading us onto the floor in the middle of "Piggy."  It was fucking awesome.  We stood right in front of Jeordie and well that was funny.  He seemed a bit out of it but it was so good to see him once again.  Trent looked fucking sexy.  I love his voice.  After 'Piggy,' he said,"Ok, well we are taking requests.  So what do you all want to hear?"  People shouted, 'Just Like You Imagined', to which he responded, "We can't play that..." .  Carla shouted 'And All That Could Have Been,' which would have been awesome had he played that.  In the end, 'Reptile' was played. During Reptile, Rob motherfucking Sheridan came out to broadcast us on the HOLE!  The sound was fucking amazing!  Just thinking about it again gives me goosebumps.  After the song, Trent introduced the fans to the new NIN drummer, Flash Peanut .  Josh is an AMAZING  drummer.  I never thought I'd get to meet him...*sigh* but I did .  Anyways I'm getting ahead of myself.  They ended soundcheck with the track 'Home.'  It sounded fucking sweeet! It was cool that we got to hear an extra 2 songs that weren't on the setlist for the show. 
    After 'Home,' we were all kind of bummed cause we were going to have to leave.  The head of security started telling us to get in a single file line. Then he says, "Please do not ask for pictures and just get ONE thing signed.."  Everybody was like .  We had NO clue we were going to get a meet and greet.  Very few people actually took something to get autographed.  Carla and I weren't one of those few.  The thought of actually taking something crossed my mind maybe once, but there had only been ONE damn meet and greet throughout the entire tour.  I was suprised.  I think something that suprised me even more though was the fact that they let in 100+ people in. 
    The first person that came our way was once again, Mr. Trent Reznor!  This time I was determined not to act like some stupid little fan girl.  And suprisingly I was rather calm considering I was standing right in front of one of the artists' I admire and appreciate the most. I shook his hand and stared into his beautiful eyes... That lasted a whole five seconds. Of course I had to open my mouth and talk about the fucking weather.  Seriously what is wrong with me?! The weather?! THE WEATHER! I said something along the lines of, "I bet you didn't think it would be this cold in the middle of March in Texas..." *facepalm!*  He was like "Yeah, but its much better than last night though... Corpus was shitty..." I suppose it was an improvement from the last time though...*sigh* the weather?!
    Jeordie was next and well I opted for a 'thank you' and that's it.  While he got closer and closer to us, I kept whispering to Carla, "Ask him for a hug..." To which she replied, "Fuck No!" Then elbowed me.    Once he was standing right in front of me, I just handed him my ticket and said "Thank you very much..."  He then looked up and kind of zoned out.  It was rather weird.  He got this weird expression on his face.  I really wanted to reach up and wipe at my face.  I thought, 'I must have something on my face...omg! a booger!'  But then he must have noticed the weird look I was giving in return and he snapped out of it. He chuckles and replies, "Your welcome.."  The girls next to me were like, " Are you ok?"  "Yeah, just exhausted..."  He's a funny man.  I got elbowed again for agreeing with Carla on his 'cute butt.' 
    Ally came right after Jeordie.  He is so pretty.  I love his lips.  He can be my Italian Stallion anytime! <-- Just KIDDING!  He's so sweet.... I love him!
    Josh came from the opposite direction.  I was so fucking excited to meet him...not that I was any less excited to meet the others...but this was going to be the first time I would meet Josh.  I'll admit, I must have looked like a fan girl just staring adorlingly up at his face.  He's perfect. I gushed like an idiot, " It's so good to meet you..." with Carla adding, "Finally!"  He was like, "Oh, you've been to a couple of shows before?"  We were like, "Well we have seen you with APC a couple of times..." "Really? I think we were here a couple of years ago..."  "Yeah we saw you that time..."  "I really like it here..."  I couldn't believe we had spoken to Josh about APC.  He had just finished telling the girls before us that he had nothing to do while APC was on hiatus because Maynard was with Tool so that was why he was on tour with NIN. I guess you just had to be there to know how exciting all this was for me...and well everyone else there.
    Aaron came by last without his chicken suit.  He's so short.  I wished him a "Happy Belated Birthday!" To which he responded with, "Aw, thanks..." Then I asked him about all the phone calls he recieved when TR gave out his hotel number.  He laughs,"Well it was cool...like the first five minutes..."  I'm sure he got many many calls that night.  Dr. Papa Boner...  He has such pretty blue eyes and such a small mouth...lol...his hand was all banged up...ooohhh Aaron!
   
That was by far the most exciting unexpected surprise ever!  I still can't believe we got a soundcheck and a meet and greet!  The past three shows have not gotten anything which sucks for them but oh well....
    The show was incredible that night.  Saul Williams opened up.  I didn't expect much from him because he is a rapper (no offense)  but damn was I wrong.  He was incredible.  I'd like to think of him as more of a poet.  He has good music and a good message.  Nine Inch Nails came on like at aroun 8:45 and started with 'Pilgrimage.'  We got to hear 'Mr. Self Destruct!!!'  Seriously it was the best show I have attended of NIN thus far.  The band had so much damn energy.  Jeordie was head banging like there was no tomorrow and well if you are a Jeordie fan you know that is not his usual self with NIN.  Aaron fucking flew into the crowd during I think 'March of the Pigs.' Trent went down into the crowd and got freaking molested during 'Piggy.'  Fans were given the mic and well I can't really say that they sang the song awesomely because all I could hear was screeching but it was still cool.  Once Trent got onstage, he was all adjusting his pants and taking his belt off....  Psycho molesting fans!  hehe.  One of my highlights was during 'Closer.'  Trent was......well he was up on this podium dancing? grinding? oh I don't know what he was doing but it was damn sexy! *fans self*  He has a nice ass.  'Wish' was probably my favorite that night.  'Hurt' was beautiful.  They ended with 'Head Like a Hole.'  I was sad to see the night end but it was an awesome ending to what started out as an eehh day. 
    This is probably my longest entry in Xanga history!  I'm sure no one cares about it either. But eehh it's O.K! I just wanted to share my happiness with those few that do! 

I'm out.

-Yvonne


*My Ticket!*

 
*My With_Teeth Album!*


Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Currently Listening
Catch Without Arms
By Dredg
Bug Eyes
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Dredg
"Bug Eyes"

Bring back those good ol' days
Nothing feels right
Nothing ever goes my way
I threw my future away
Now I walk alone
Out here in the cold
Wandering astray
Where's my future?
I'm gonna need a home
You'd expect the same, now wouldn't you, wouldn't you?

Your journey back to birth its haunting you it's haunting you
Your departure from the earth, its haunting you, it's haunting you

Only those who accept will find that acceptance in return
When you've been trimmed down like hedges,and told just to sit, and wilt, and spit at each other from a distance
With constant resistance from you
Gonna need a home
You'd expect the same now wouldn't you, wouldn't you?

Your journey back to birth is haunting you, it's haunting you
Your departure from the earth is haunting you, it's haunting you

It's been ten years strong, thats much too long
It's time to do something good for my health
Time to do somethin' good for myself
It's been ten years strong, thats much too long
It's time to do something good for my health
Time to do somethin' good for myself
I've wasted all this time, I've wasted all this time

Your journey back to birth is haunting you, it's haunting you
You departure from the earth is haunting you, it's haunting you

Your journey back to birth is haunting you, it's haunting you
Your departure from the earth is haunting you, it's haunting you



Thursday, October 27, 2005

Currently Listening
The Fragile
By Nine Inch Nails
The Wretched
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* The farther I fall I'm beside you,
as lost as I get I will find you,
the deeper the wound I'm inside you,
forever and ever I'm a part of you and me...*

My head hurts, fucking migraines...always come at the most inopportune time...shit like they'd ask for permission...well look at me...it's 2 am and I'm fucking updating and cursing like a sailor for that matter...well I should be sleeping right now seeing as how I have two morning classes but of course not...wow this reminds me of freshman year...that was the year I was up all the time... now I feel like a fucking grandma... I can't stay up past 12...its pathetic I know...but hey when you have to wake up everyday at 6:30 to get ready for school well you get tired a little earlier than usual... shit this is the first year I must wake up that early since high school!.. .crap that was a while back...I feel so old and I'm just 20!...but anyways...cant wait till next week! Carla will be turning 21!! FUCKING FINALLY!!! woo hoo!!! I shall be introduced to the infamous  jack, jim, and don julio....amongst many more!...kidding!!! can't you see the halo on my head... its shiny and perfectly placed!

Anyways, must mention that the best moment of my entire existence...ok so maybe one of the most memorable moments of my life happened....on October 16th... I am proud to say that I am a Spiral Member... not just any spiral member...but a Premium Spiral Member....shit! Not just any Premium Spiral Member...but a Premium Spiral Member who got to meet Trent Fucking Reznor! I know...I know... I'm one lucky bitch...I'm one lucky conceited bitch...I don't care! I was lucky enough to go to sound check for none other than NIN and well that was amazing in itself...can you imagine being about 4 ft. from NIN jamming out???No you cant, cause you weren't there...lol..ok I know...cocky...but guess what...I don't care!...We were right in front of Jeordie White....Carla's One and Only...It was like an out of body experience... I couldn't believe it...and neither could the other 35 people there... we were so damn lucky!!! After the sound check (only 3 songs: The Wretched, Love is not enough, and Wish), we were taken backstage to meet the band... Carla and I were the last ones in line... while waiting anxiously...Jeordie comes out and is directed to the opposite side we were on...then we see the security motion towards our side of the line and well I expected someone like aaron to come out...and well it wasn't aaron..or alessandro...or alex!...It was fucking Trent!!! I swear...I thought I would faint...we were the first to meet him...and my gosh! He is the fucking greatest... so damn humble and appreciative of everything...he shook our hands and looked us directly in the eye...and of course I choked out something like,"Thank you for giving us this opportunity..." or some retarded shit like that ...and well let me just tell you the experience was fucking orgasmic!!! After that I didn't care that we had the crappiest seats in the sbc center....the show was amazing...the experience is one ill never forget...and now I have an autographed with_ teeth album....and unforgettable memories....

I had to do that...I just had too...well I'm off...to bed...my body can't take it anymore! Besides I have a fucking paper due on Friday that I haven't started and will probably die trying to do...but whatever...

Until Next Time....
-Yvonne


Trent Reznor @ S.A. Meet & Greet taken by cool guy with cool mom...lol


Wednesday, September 21, 2005

FUCK YOU RITA! FUCK YOU KATRINA! FUCK YOU HURRICANE SEASON!


Saturday, September 10, 2005

Currently Listening
Siren Song of the Counter Culture
By Rise Against
Swing Life Away
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*Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?*

Dear Reader,
    Its been a while, huh? I'm sure you missed reading about my exciting life. I'm sure. Life has just gotten in the way, you know? It is actually kind of stressing 'cause once life smacks you in the face with its presence, it just doesn't fucking go away.  I sometimes feel like just screaming, "Leave me the fuck alone!" But it just doesn't. Fucking figures. But we must grow up at some point.
    This summer was well ...it just was. I went to school for the first summer session. What an experience that was. It was a lot different than I'm used to, but good nonetheless.  I got close to quite a few people in my life yet at the same time got so separated from others. I guess a good word to describe my summer would be bittersweet.  I got to see my father after 8 months. That was one of the best times of my life.  But it was also short. One thing that comforts me is that his term is done in November. Just three more months.
    School is so far ok, I guess. I suppose I am a bit more excited than past semesters. And I'm sure I sound like I am too. No but really, its been good. A major factor contributing to that is that I'm not constantly surrounded by school.  Living in an apartment is awesome. I love my room. I just love the fact that it is a lot more homey than those damn dorm rooms. I mean it was awesome living in them my freshman year and having Carla as a roommate last year rocked but it was constantly school, school, school. And it doesn't hurt that I actually recieve some financial aid back .  My roommates are cool, I suppose.  Not like it matters anymore, I'm stuck with them for a whole year. Better make the best of it. Just kidding guys. You all are awesome, for now anyways...
    Well, as you all read in Carla's latest entry, this month should be pretty hectic. Well the last week of it anyways. I'm really excited to see MCR. Frankie baby, here I come! And well seeing Gerard isnt any less appealing. I think this might be my first 'emo' concert... hhmm not sure... Well that is of course if you consider them 'emo.'  Oh no, I did see Funeral for a Friend so I guess that is out. One thing I do know is that I will see my first 80's hair band at the end of the month. Yes, it is time for the CRUE!! Pretty excited about seeing Tommy and Nikki.  Should be one hell of a show.
    Oh fuck this, I'm tired. I may suprise you guys and update a lot sooner than I usually do. Whatever.

                                                                                    Yours Truly,
                                                       The Future Mrs. [Insert Last Name Here]-Parra



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